Jetsun
Milarepa
Tibet's most famous meditator
(1052-1135)
PART FOUR
Empowerment and Attainment
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Marpa was very happy: In order for you to receive these
teachings, I really didn't need this goat. However, there was a purpose
in your going to get it. You demonstrated great respect for these teachings,
and showed that you're the proper kind of student. Whatever kind of
difficulty you're given, you're able to carry through. This shows the
strength of your devotion. Lama Ngokpa and all his students assembled
for the empowerment, and yet again Milarepa was not allowed to attend.
At this point, he was totally depressed. Extremely disappointed, he
said: I'm going to jump in the river. I'm going to end it all. This
is more than I can take. As he lifted up his things to put them
on his back, he reflected that this indeed was a human body he had attained,
despite having done a lot of negative things; moreover, in the future
it wasn't certain that he would again attain a human body and meet a
real lama. So again, he decided to stay but remained in a very distressed
state of mind.
Through his omniscient knowledge, Marpa knew what was
happening within Milarepa's mind. When Dagmema came before him again,
she said: Through all these hardships, this wonderful student of
yours has neither rejected you nor the Dharma. Not once has he turned
his mind away from the Dharma no matter how difficult it was. She
begged Marpa to give him teachings. Marpa finally assented and told
Lama Ngokpa and his students to fill the shrine with abundant offerings,
for that day the guest of honor would be Milarepa. First they made a
place for Milarepa to sit because he didn't even have a seat of his
own. Then Marpa briefly gave him a teaching on the Dharma in general,
which included fulfilling the commands of the teacher and undergoing
hardships for the sake of the Dharma. During the initiation of Chakrasamvara,
Milarepa experienced directly the face of the yidam deity. Marpa held
up a kapala filled with amrita, which functioned as a support for visualization.
He dipped his index finger in the amrita and told Milarepa to look at
it with great faith. In the sky in front of him, Milarepa saw the full
mandala of Chakrasamvara--the main deity and retinue with all the offerings
complete. In complete unity with the deity Chakrasamvara, Marpa made
a prophesy about Milarepa based on the empty copper pot with four handles
that Milarepa had given him when he first came. The four handles represented
the four main heart sons of Marpa, of which Milarepa was one. The fact
that the pot was empty meant that he was going to have some problems
with food during his practice in this life, but Marpa had filled it
with melted butter and this meant that, in the future, his lineage would
be very fruitful. He would have many excellent students and through
them, the Buddha's teaching would spread widely. Gods and men would
sing praises to Milarepa and he would be able to prolong his life through
the practice of samadhi. Above in the sky, all the gods were happy.
In the earth, all the nagas were happy. And in between, in the realm
of human beings, everyone was happy.
After receiving initiation into the lineage of the deity,
the reading transmission, and the secret oral instructions for the practice,
Milarepa began his formal practice by going into retreat for eleven
months. Balancing a full butter lamp on top of his head, he stayed in
a cave that was walled in. Day and night he practiced in this way. At
the end of the eleven months, Marpa and Dagmema came see him. Through
the sealed cave, Marpa asked him, You've been in retreat now for
eleven months. Tell me, what are your experiences? What are the realizations
you have achieved? Milarepa had been inside the cave for so long
he was hesitant to come out. He didn't feel he could break down the
wall himself, as he had taken a vow to be in retreat. Ever helpful,
Dagmema said You're right. I'll break it down for you. Then come
out swiftly to meet your teacher, for your minds are in harmony. You
have not broken any of your promises, so it's all right to come out.
The wall to the cave was broken, and Milarepa emerged, made prostrations
to Marpa and received his blessing. Milarepa was then led into the circle
of disciples. Marpa gave Milarepa a kapala (skull cup) full of amrita,
and Milarepa drank it all. Then, together with all the disciples, Marpa
gave teachings on the nature of the mind. In addition, he bestowed initiations
of various yidam deities, which matured the vajra body, speech, and
mind of Milarepa. (It was these yidam deities who gave Milarepa the
name Zhepa Dorje, the Laughing Vajra.) There were many auspicious signs
at the time, such as flowers falling from the sky. Marpa and Dagmema
gave Milarepa another name: Mila Dorje Gyaltsen, Vajra Victory Banner.
After the initiations, Marpa gathered all students around him and addressed
Milarepa. Great Magician, you are my karmically connected son. I
knew this from the very beginning. When I was plowing the field, that
was my way of going out meet you. (In Tibet, there is the tradition
that when someone important comes, you don't wait home, but you go out
to meet them. The more important they are, the farther out you meet
them.) However, you had killed many people and other sentient beings.
In order to purify these negative actions, you had to go through all
trials. Eight times you were thrown into despair. All these occasions
were to purify negative actions, to make stronger your renunciation
of samsara. Now, during this time, my wife, Dagmema, who has great compassion,
was very kind to you. She gave you food and comforted you again and
again, but this made for an imperfect situation. She did not challenge
you enough, and, therefore, not all of your negative actions have been
purified. You must go to a solitary place in the mountains and practice
in retreat to slowly purify yourself of these negative actions. Although
you went through great difficulties, never did you have wrong views,
either about Dharma or myself. This is very wonderful: due to this circumstance,
in the future your students will be genuine practitioners. They will
also have faith and will not generate a negative view. Marpa continued:
The view and the practice of Dharma that I teach is extremely important,
wondrous, and most unusual, because within the secret Vajrayana, there's
a special link between the lama and the student. Whatever happens between
the two of them happens in order to develop the qualities of the student.
If anger arises, it's not a normal arising of anger. There is a purpose
to it. All of the Dharma teachings that I brought back from India at
the risk of my life, I will give to you. First, you have stayed eleven
months in retreat, please tell us what kind of experience and what kind
of realization you have attained.
Milarepa responded: Thanks to the blessings of the
Buddhas, the Bodhisattvas, my lama and his wife, I was able to attain
a little bit of experience, a little bit of realization. In this completely
matured body, this physical form of mine, it is possible to reach Buddhahood.
This body is a boat that will take me across samsara to Buddhahood.
However, it's also possible that I can use this very body to accumulate
negative karma, and this will lead to rebirth in the hell realms. There
is a choice. I can turn my mind towards positive activity and achieve
Buddhahood in one lifetime or I can turn my mind toward negative activity
and go to the hell realm. In order to cross over this fearsome ocean
of samsara, the only protection is the Buddha, the Dharma and the Sangha.
I go to them for refuge. Amongst these three, the most important is
the lama. It is through faith and samaya with the lama that protection
comes. There are also the four thoughts that turn the mind: the precious
human rebirth, impermanence, karmic cause and effect, and the imperfections
of samsara. Meditating upon these turns one's mind away from samsara.
Then one generates bodhicitta, the mind of awakening, practices and
dedicates any virtue for the benefit of all sentient beings. In this
way, one enters the Mahayana path. (Milarepa spoke further, but
this is a brief summary of what he said.) Within the Tibetan tradition,
after one receives an introduction to the nature of the mind or some
instruction from a lama and practices it, one offers to the lama one's
experience of realization. Whatever happened during the practice, exactly
as it happened, without exaggerating or without forgetting anything,
one relates only to the lama, not anyone else.
Marpa was extremely happy with Milarepa's account: This
is most excellent. You are truly a karmically connected, strong student.
And in the future I will give you progressively all the oral instructions,
and you must then give yourself fully to these practices. After
celebrating Milarepa's emergence from the retreat, Marpa gave him more
instructions in private for his next meditation practice. Not long into
the next retreat, though, a blue dakini with golden hair, eyebrows,
and eyelashes appeared to Milarepa in a dream . She said to him, Practicing
the Six Yogas of Naropa is very good. However, there is one teaching
that has not been obtained. It's called 'The Instantaneous Attainment
of Enlightenment.' It is a kind of powa practice enabling you to send
your consciousness into another body after you die. You must go ask
for this. Having given this advice, she disappeared. Milarepa then
broke down the wall of his cave and went to Marpa, who was astounded
to see him. Well, I just put you in retreat, what are you doing here?
Why did you come out so quickly? Isn't this an obstacle to your practice?
Milarepa explained to him that a dakini had appeared to him and told
him that this teaching of powa had not been received and that it should
be asked for. Was this appearance real or not? Was it a hindrance
or not? Please tell me, he asked. Marpa replied, This is a true
prophesy from a dakini. When I was with Naropa, he did speak of this
kind of powa practice, but I really don't remember whether I have received
the teachings or not. So they pulled out all the texts that Marpa
had brought back from India, and spent days going through them looking
for the teaching, but they could not find it.
Marpa again undertook the arduous journey to India to
meet Naropa. Marpa did not find him in his usual place, as Naropa had
become a realized siddha, and moved freely. After a long search, he
found him, and together they went to Pullahari, north of Bodh Gaya,
where Naropa had a place of retreat. It was there that Marpa asked Naropa
for the powa instructions. Naropa asked: Is this something coming
from you yourself? Did you want to receive this, or is this something
that a yidam deity told you to request? And Marpa said, No, it
isn't from me. I did not receive this from a yidam. It was my student
Good News. Naropa put his palms together and, bowing towards Tibet,
he recited these famous four lines:
In the thick darkness of the
north, like the sun glistening on the snow, there is one called Good
News; it is to this one that I bow."
It is said that at Pullahari, all the trees around the
retreat hut of Naropa remain bowing towards Tibet. Naropa also gave
Marpa many other teachings, including the Whispered Lineage of the Dakinis.
He prophesied that, in the future, the Dharma lineage of Marpa would
be masters of this practice, and that his Dharma descendants would maintain
his lineage and practice it well. When Naropa had finished giving him
these teachings, Marpa emerged from the hut, and once outside he bowed
again to Naropa. (This was actually the last time he met him.) As Marpa
was making his bows, he left a footprint in the rock that is still visible.
When Marpa returned to Tibet, he gave Milarepa, his main disciple, every
single initiation that he had received, including the Whispered Instructions
of the Dakini lineage. Marpa told Milarepa and the assembled disciples,
Now I have given you everything I received from Naropa. There
were, however, other disciples of Naropa who received different teachings,
and Marpa encouraged Milarepa and his other students to go and meet
them in order to obtain the remaining instructions. In this way, Marpa's
students would maintain Naropa's lineage. While Marpa was in India,
Naropa had also prophesied to him that Milarepa should go back into
retreat and pointed out a particular cave. Following these instructions,
Milarepa went back into retreat, with the continuing support of Marpa
and Dagmema. During this practice, he had deep experience and realization.
After many years, Marpa called all of his students together. He said,
We are maintaining the lineage of Naropa, and we should now look
into the future to see what will happen to this lineage. Tonight, watch
your dreams carefully, and in the morning, let me know what you've seen.
Milarepa dreamt of four great pillars, one in each direction.
In the eastern direction was Tsurton Wangye, one of the four main disciples.
The snow lion on top of his pillar signified that he had a heart like
a lion. In the southern direction was Lama Ngokpa, to whom Dagmema had
sent Milarepa for teaching. On top of this pillar was a tiger, symbolizing
the character of Lama Ngokpa. In the western direction was Meton of
Tsangrong, and his symbol was the garuda. On the northern pillar was
a vulture, and this represented Milarepa. Each one of the four has an
extensive explanation but here we will focus on Milarepa. In Tibet,
the vulture is considered a being who can endure all kinds of hardship.
Vultures also come to eat the bodies that are offered at the cemeteries.
They can even eat the bones, which indicates that they have a lot of
fire in their bodies that allows them to digest anything. Milarepa's
specialty was the practice of tummo, which is related to fire. In the
dream, the vulture's feathers were all in place and they were beautiful
with no fault whatsoever. This was a sign that all of the instructions
Milarepa received would abide within his mindstream and he would remember
them perfectly. The vulture's nest is usually high up on the rocks,
and this was a sign that Milarepa would have a long life. Milarepa also
dreamed that the vulture had many offspring, and that was a sign that
Milarepa would have incomparable disciples. Flying around the vulture
in the sky were many different kinds of birds. This was a sign that
the Kagyu teachings would increase and spread. The vulture's eyes looked
upward into the sky, signifying that Milarepa had cut his ties to samsara
and that in the future, he would not need to take physical birth. At
the end of the dream, the vulture flew into the sky, showing that Milarepa
would reach the expanse of liberation, or the level of Buddhahood.
After interpreting the dream, Marpa said, I have explained
all this to you and my work now is finished. It's your turn, my disciples,
to do the work. And if my words are not false, but true; and if they
have the strength to endure, then in the future, this practice lineage
will flourish. According to Marpa's prophesy, one of the little
vultures represented Gampopa, who became one of Milarepa's foremost
disciples. It is said that his sun-like disciple was Dakpo Laje, the
doctor from Dakpo, or Gampopa, and that his moon-like disciple was Rechungpa,
Rechung Dorje Drakpa. Milarepa had many other close and highly realized
disciples who taught and matured their own disciples and so the lineage
continued. Flowing from Milarepa's teaching and lineage, the Kagyu tradition
did spread and flourish.
This hagiography is based on a teaching given at Karma
Triyana Dharmachakra by the Ven. Bardor Tulku Rinpoche in December of
1992, translated and edited by Michele Martin.